I Need To Stop Dwelling In Another Person's Past

I am so bad at dwelling in another persons past. I need to look into my own past and learn from it not a past that belongs to someone else. Maybe it is because I am concerned or just downright freaking nosy. The thing is that I do not want to be nosy unless I have a really good reason for my nosiness. If I feel like something is going on I will ask you is there something going on in your life. If so you can tell me because I am a great listener. Even if I never been in that situation before. I will give my best advice.

After dwelling in another's past for so long. It makes you forget that you need to learn from your own past. I learned quite a bit from my past. First, I learned worry about myself more than others. Second, not to let anything big or small bother me. It may bother me to where I want to scream so loud the entire universe hears it. Yet I know people will be the way they are, because that is all they know and what they will always know.

I know there is more I can learn from my past. Plus not dwelling in another ones life. Unless they end up telling me themselves.

Making Mistakes Is Completely Alright

Everybody makes mistakes. It is part of our human nature. We make them almost every single day, if not every day. People will condemn us for making those mistakes, but they never see that everybody makes them. Also how it is alright to make those mistakes. Making mistakes helps us learn from them that way we never make them ever again. Whenever we see that mistake almost happen. We end up stopping ourselves and taking a detour around that mistake. I learned a lot from mistakes I have made in the past. Mistakes made recently I am in the process of learning from. Even my fiancee gets frustrated at the little things I do, but knows it is pointless because even he makes mistakes too. He is still working on himself, and I am working on myself as well. The only way to do this is by accepting who we are, and how we have acted.

Never go make a mistake on purpose then telling the one you care about "You have hurt me too..." Just because someone didn't mean to hurt you doesn't mean you go out hurting them just as bad. That isn't how you learn from mistakes. If you have a hard time learning from your mistakes. Really take the time to look at what you did, how you did it, then apply what you learned to when that scenario pops up again.

It takes a good bit of discipline, but I know anybody can do it. I know I can do it too, I know my fiancee can do it as well.

Going to Probably Look Like Emma Watson After My Haircut

Today is the day I finally decide to cut my hair, and also get it styled none the less. My hair is pretty long now and I just cannot stand how long it takes for it to dry after taking a shower. I even try blow drying it and I get nowhere with it. The only solution is to get a pixie cut that looks very similar to Emma Watsons. The one where the top of the head has layered hair. I am not sure if you seen the picture, but it will be at the end of this post. Anyway both I and my sisters always had long hair growing up. We always got it cut short, but the style they cut it just didn't suit me. Now that I am much older (23 almost 24 in June) I plan on trying out a hairstyle which is completely different from what I am use to getting, but never feel satisfied with in the first place. This time around I am going completely anal with how I need my hair, even going to take a picture with me. Because there have been SO many places I get my hair cut at, and those people completely disappointed me. I am like "How could you not do what I explained? Even showed you a reference??"

I found out the reason why places like Great Clips and Super Cuts they cut your hair professional looking for like work. Yet places like Fantastic Sams they go beyond that by styling your hair after cutting it. Which is why I am probably going there today most likely if not then going somewhere else. But I really hope to get my hair cut exactly the way I need it cut. I will post pictures of my new hair possibly if it looks amazing enough.

Picture link:

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Fear The Walking Dead Along With My Opinion.

After seeing the first season of Fear The Walking Dead I figured it would be similar to The Walking Dead show. The show is pretty captivating the way it pulls you in just like The Walking Dead. The one difference was how everything started involving the zombie outbreak. With Fear the Walking Dead they slowly get into what is happening with how the virus slowly trickled from the East Coast out to the West.

The drug head son Nick Clark was the first to notice what is happening in their town. Also the student his mother took the knife from. The student knew it was something serious that it isn't going to end anytime soon. This is something I enjoyed about this first season. Everything slowly starts to happen until it gets so much worse. As for Nick would he be infected, or is he just having drug withdrawals which explains his fever?? From what I seen from season 2 commercials Nick isn't infected.

Fear The Walking Dead I think is a great show so far, and it really gives us something different from The Walking Dead plot wise. Even a different change of pace.

Leaning Tower of Books

I and Jack have collected quite a few books in the past year and a half. We plan to even look for more such as books on different cultural mythologies. Find what we can now then move on from there. He does have a good collection of magick books, and some that contain spell and ritual work. Books I usually read are novels particularly Dan Brown then there is John Steele, and R.L. Stine just to name a few.
Currently I am almost finished with Divergent. I have not watched the movie yet but decided to read the book first. Same with The Hunger Games I never seen the movies, but want the trilogy that way I can read the books then watch the movies. Well the movies that have been out for a while. That is technically a rule of mine read the book, then watch the movie later. Although with The Lovely Bones and My Sisters Keeper I never knew they were books. Until I watched the movies.
The books on different types of mythology we plan to get first is Egyptian, Greek and Roman. Not sure which way to go after that. For now I am going to finish Zechariah Sitchin's books I had for a while. Zechariah Sitchin's books are pretty interesting. Later on I may collect every book he has written. Even begin reading Carlos Castenada's books. Jack reads them and recommended one for me to read. Hopefully I get to it soon enough.
Cannot wait to collect even more books. :)